I sometimes hear kind words from people, about the words I write in this space I call Fee’s Blog. I very much appreciate and value them.

But here’s a secret. The blog writes itself. The words I write are like a line of dominos toppling, each one falling in response to the one that went before.

The First Domino fell at the beginning of time. Assuming that’s a thing. And here we are.

But no, that doesn’t mean that I feel helpless, or nihilistic, or that life is meaningless.

I feel free.

Of course that feeling of freedom may well, will almost certainly, itself fall. But it seems very much, at the moment, like that feeling will return at some point soon afterwards. The freedom itself is there all the time anyway.

It is as though the dominos have aligned in a good way. Actually, they were always aligned in a good way, I just didn’t see it.

So I shouldn’t try and mess with them really.

And the dark days and the sunshine seasons will continue. But the freedom remains to accept it all, and work with what there is right now, and what is to come. And right now I’m feeling that freedom.

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