Everything I Ever Wanted

Everything I Ever Wanted? Everything?

Well, now I think about it, yes.

Mainly because my desires are unfathomable. They change all the time. And the person who is having those desires, ME, is not even sure what they might be right now.

And yet everything, that ever happened, or might ever happen, or that I might ever want or desire, is here in my consciousness as we speak. And all of the suffering and potential suffering too. It’s the ONLY place any of that can be. It can’t be Out There. Because “Out There”, all of it, is all In Here. In my head. Including what’s in your head.

And the same is true for you.

Sorry. This does sound like weird psycho babble when I play it back. But, I’m finding it incredibly fun and interesting to look at the weird reality of our privileged predicament head on. And this, the psycho babble above, is how it’s starting to look to me, as at least a small part of “how things are”.

But, and it’s a big BUTT, the ground beneath my feet is as solid as it’s ever been.

These two realities, it seems to me, can both be true.